I've been absent from this blog and basically all social media related to this blog for about two years now. I'd like to give a reasonable excuse as to why that happened but all I can say is I have been busy, however I am truly aware that that is not a good enough excuse because, aren't we all?
Because of this I would like to give you guys (if you still remember me) a quick life update and I will do my best to try and stay committed (for the fifth time) to this blog.

If you did not know already, I lived in Spain, however since August 2018, I have been living in Ireland. This has been a massive change in my life but it still does not excuse my absence from writing as this relocation happened a year after I went AWOL.

To be frank with you guys, it was hard. I do miss Spain alot but I do think it was for the better. Adjusting to a new place is always going to be hard as leaving everything you know behind to start a fresh is never easy.
I managed to meet lots of friendly people both in school and through other friends and luckily, my studies did not suffer at all. I am quite happy for the most part that my aprents decided to make such a bold move however I do miss the Spanish weather.
There is not much to say about Ireland or anything else in my life for that matter because I honestly believe that there has been little to no change over the past two years. I've met so many lovely people who eventually changed my life for the better butI think that that is a story for nother day.

With all this said, this Summer I am making it a point of duty to write more as I forgot how much I truly enjoyed this.
Stay tuned for more blog posts!

I've been absent from my blog for about 2 months now, you all probably thought I was dead or something, but don't worry, I'm okay! I've just had some real life issues and since lots has happened to since the last time you probably read my blog, I wanted to update you guys on my life and tell you why I've been absent for so long.

Where Have I Been?

There are many reasons why I stopped writing on here and the biggest one is school, I stopped writing just before my final exams because I had to study a lot, I thought I'd be able to squeeze in some blog posts here and there but as you can see I failed miserably.

I know this actually isn't a real excuse but the fact that I passed all my exams with a distinction means that my time off actually paid off.

I also took some time off my blog because I was having issues with the blog's HTML code, it was a really technical issue and it took me weeks to fix, so with all that said hope you can forgive me and I promise that this Summer I'll write much more, I'll try and fit in three or more posts weekly.

Life Update

Okay, so I bet you are all wondering what I was doing with my extra time or if I was actually doing anything with my life during those days.

I've been working on a HUGE project that I've had on my mind even before starting this blog! (Drum-roll please) I'm writing a book! You may already know this about me but I'm a huge bookworm, I love books and writing (hence this blog) and recently I've been into reading books on Wattpad , so the other day when I finally got a new phone I decided that I would actually start writing my story.

The story is called Stressed Out and it tells the story of a young girl, Kayla, a 16 year old girl, who has an attitude problem that she acquires due to the loss of her father at an early age, her mother remarries Jerry a couple years after and Kayla isn't happy about any of it, both adults feel the need of sending her to weekly therapy sessions which she strongly disagrees with but ends up going anyways, along her path of becoming a better person Kayla meets Louis and Louis may or may not be the one to finally change her.

Click here to read my first two chapers.

Please note that this is my first ever book so it may be a bit messy and I'm only fourteen so my vocabulary isn't as extensive as someone who's actually finished University.


Before starting my book, I decided to use my extra time to work on my Stardoll Youtube Channel since I was also absent here for pretty much the same amount of time I was absent on this blog.

I will be posing much more this Summer so stay tuned! 

I've recently decided to do more productive things with my life and just mainly do things that will actually benefit me, whether it's in the future or in the present, I've just overall decided to live a healthier life, it started with my transition to veganism/seaganism (which I didn't do for the health benefits) and now I'm just trying to read more, learn new things (although I do go to school, I try and learn things that I will actually use in the future.

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Well guys, I'm not dead... if you were wondering, I had finals week and instead of being a week it was 2 weeks filled with exams.
As you know I went vegan around this day on  February and it's been 4 weeks since I've been vegan and I wanted to give you guys a little update.

The first thing you all might be wondering is if I lost any weight, the thing is I haven't done my weigh in, I don't like weighing myself because I get obsessed with the number, so I decided to stop weighing myself and I've been better ever since. I did notice a flatter stomach, my aunt did tell me that I'd lost some weight, but I didn't really notice any significant difference.

The next thing I'd like to talk about is my skin, did my skin get any better? The truth is my skin hasn't changed that much, to the point where I have baby skin and it feels like heaven, I still have some acne scarring, but it's nothing that a little bit of exfoliation and TLC can't cure, the part where I did notice a HUGE difference was in my breaking out, my skin broke out once or twice in the past month and it was during my finals week, so I can blame that on stress, I think I got a little pimple on my chin but I can blame my period for that.

I'd like to talk about my overall experience as a vegan/seagan.
I really enjoyed it, I never doubted, I always had that vegan spirit in me and I think it was about time I let it out, I was a huge meat-eater before, so giving up on meat made a huge difference in my life.
I've been eating mostly fish (hence the seaganism), bananas, apples and seagan sandwiches.
Being vegan is really easy, everyone thinks it's hard and that you're going to die, because you're not getting enough nutrients, but the truth is I feel even more energized as a vegan!
I caved and ate meat once, at a birthday party and that was on me, I felt like keeping me being a vegan as a secret, because I know if I tell anyone of my friends, they'll immediately jump to conclusions and think that I have an ED, which I don't, the only people I told were my brothers and one of my classmates (luckily she didn't jump to conclusions) I am planning on telling my parents, but I'm just waiting for the right moment.

Hi Guys! Sorry for not posting lately, I've been really busy and haven't really gotten the chance to write here.
I've really wanted to write about this topic for a while now, but I didn't know how to write it, I mean there's a lot I want to write, but I know that if I made it so long I would bore some of you guys to death.
Yesterday, we had a guest visitor at our school, the man gave us a speech about how he decided what he wanted to be when he was older and how he pursued his dream and is actually studying it right now, I mean, I was inspired by this man, he always knew what he wanted to be, but because his dad is an engineer he thought he would also have to be an engineer, and he studied in an engineering school for 2 years till he found out that it wasn't right for him, this man is now on his 4th year studying to be a priest, who would've guessed that a man who gets A+'s in Maths wouldn't want his future to be dirrected in that direction.
I've always loved writing and I've always wanted to be a doctor, not because of the money or anything, it's just something I've always wanted to do, I remember my mum asking me Why I wanted to be a doctor, and I simply answered because I don't like how people are dying everyday and I want to do something to help ever since I gave my mum that answer, she's always encouraged me to pursue that path.
I love writing sooo mcuh,but if I had to choose one thing to do in my fututre, I'd choose medicine, because my intentions were pure and I'm pretty good at it.
So... what was the point of this post apart from being an excuse to ramble about my life it was also to tell you guys to do what you love when you're older, you don't want to spend thousands of dollars entering university and majoring in something you don't even have your heart in, the only way to truly enjoy your life is by doing what makes you happy, and how is doing a job you hate, even though you earn millions, you will never truly be happy.
''It's not about how much we have, but how much we enjoy, that makes happiness'' - Charles Spurgeon.

Hi guys! So today I wanted to do something a little different, as you can tell from the title it's a letter to my younger self, so if time travelling is ever invented, my younger self will be able to read this and do a couple of things differently.
I know you're not supposed to have regrets, but there are just somethings I wish I'd done differently to see how it would affect my life today.

The first thing I'd have to tell my younger self is to actually love myself/herself, I know this sounds cliche and cheesy but it's true, when I was younger I didn't have much self-love for myself, I was always cmparing myself to the other girls in my class, being a chubby girl when you're younger it's quite hard to love yourself because you are constantly looking at other thinner girls wishing you looked like them and you actually grow up to be more conscious of what you're eating, you're afraid of being judged and that wrecked me as a child, if I loved myself even just a little bit more and didn't complain about my qualities I could've saved up some tears and the brain damage I caused myself at such a young age.
The second thing I would like to tell my younger self is that I shouldn't let what other people say to me get to me, I can't count the amount of times I reached to my house and started crying because I couldn't take it anymore, what those people say to me do not make me who I am today, they do not have control over my life or my actions, what they say to me shouldn't bother me becuase I am the owner of my life and I wish I'd known this sooner.
The next thing I'd let my younger self know is to actually talk to people, when I was younger I was extremely shy, and till this day I get shy at times, I mean don't we all? But this paragraph isn't about me being shy, it's about the fact that I kept my feelings bottled up, I smetimes wrote down my feelings in a diary and whenever I re-read my diary I see how unhappy I was at the time, I never really told my friends much about myself, I barely talked to my parents about my emotions, I spent all my time playing games on the computer, when I went out I noticed I actually felt relieved and stress-free, although my problems were still there, going out was a temporary solution and now looking back, I should've done it more often, looking back instead of crying, I could've talked to my brothers, my friends, or my parents about my problems or at least someone who would understand me.

Okay guys, so that was my letter to my younger self,  I did keep a journal/diary and I do try and re-read it, lots of my problems were actually quite funny and the fact that I was stubborn makes it even funnier, I mean I was just a little kid who didn't like serious talks, I was always joking around and putting on a smile on the outside, but I died a little more everyday on the inside.
No one is perfect but making all these 'mistakes' make me who I am right today.

Although I am still a child, I have evolved a lot and that's why I decided to write this post, I wanted t take a moment and review my life.

My next post will be something more cheerful so don't worry guys!

Hi guys! I should probably use start my posts a different way...
Anyways, I just wanted to let you guys know that I just went seagan on the 23rd of February I just woke up and felt kinda wierd and I started thinking to myself, I kinda wanna go vegan, and that's how it happened.
I'm just going to give you all some info about what it means and why I did it:

What does seagan mean?
A seagan is a modified vegan who eats fish, and a vegan is a person who avoids dairy, eggs, meat, fish and honey in their diets, basically anything that comes from animals



Why didn't you just go vegan ?
Well the thing is we get lots of vitamins from fish and they're a really good source of protein and I thought it would be a better idea to maintain the fish in my diet and not have to spend 30 euros on suplements and vitamins.
Why I went seagan?
I've been watching lots of Freelee the Banana Girl on youtube lately and I actually hated her, but what I didn't know is that deep down I wanted to be like her, iteresting right? I mean, I hated the way she talked about 'meat-eaters' and how she made them seem like bad people, but I've always been interested in the vegan lifestyle, ever since I heard about it I've wanted to be one, plus with the added benefits like glowing skin, clear skin, some weightloss and overall it's a much healthier lifestyle.
How I did it?
Like I said before, I woke up one day and kind of felt like changing, I know I haven't been seagan for long, but I really want to keep up this lifestyle, none of my brothers think I can keep it up because of all the food I have to give up, but honestly I was kind of lactose intolerant even before I decided to take on this lifestyle.

I really want you guys to help me through this, because honestly I don't know if I can last up to a week in this lifestyle, I love it and all, I feel energized but not one other person in my family is vegan, not even vegetarian, so I'm alone on this one, I can only count on your help.

Well, that was it for this post, I will be posting monthly updates, If I make it and maybe meal plans or what I'm eating in this new lifestyle.